Feelings for the night

At different stages of life, you started to wonder if you are in a right direction. Am I in the right track? I have been asking myself for almost 3 years. Ever since I gave birth and got laid off in the previous job. I started this journey. Doubting myself and my ability. Why? Why am I the one who got laid off but people around was suck. It definitely not easy to let go. I have been jobless for almost 1.5 years before I started working in my current company. Being a stay at home mom with kids, it was pretty devasting. I lost my sense of direction and wonder if I am still the girl that full of dreams and ambition. Maybe I should just stick to the current timeline and let it goes. Then think about my selfworth again prior to anything